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Natalie Zea Online - Gwen's Update: Feb/March 2001
February 27th, 2001:
I am so tired... I don't even know what time it is! I mean, it has been such a rough night, but my pathetic scheming mother has to call me and wake me up! At least she is keeping my best interests in mind. I really want to have the last laugh at that Theresa Lopez-Fitzgerald! I guess I have to put some of the blame on me, since I was the one who had Theresa working on the wedding! I cannot believe how naive I was, to think Theresa was actually my best friend! I normally would love to help her out like a sister, but now that she has stabbed me in the back, I want to do just the same to her. I want to get the last laugh, and for her to suffer as I did... only a trillion times more!

March 3rd, 2001:
I feel so much better now that I have had a good night's sleep... Well, half a good night's sleep! My annoying mother had to phone me in the middle of the night last night! Oh well; all I can think about right now is wiping that smug little smile off of Theresa's little gold-digging face! I hope Mother's plans work. Not that I actually want Julian to be my father, but if it will make my mother happy then I'll be glad to have him as my stepfather! Just think... Gwen Crane! I just can't wait! I can't wait for the night after our wedding when I can say, "I finally am Mrs. Ethan Crane!". But I still think Mother's plan is very risky, and it may not work, and could get us into even more trouble! Mother tends to screw up every now and then... but then again: doesn't everybody?

March 4th, 2001:
I am so angry I could scream! Ethan still wants Theresa over me! Has he lost his mind? I thought for sure once Ethan thought about it, he would pick me, but he didn't. Instead, he believed every single word out of her lying, scheming mouth. I know that I have done some scheming and lying, but it is certainly accounted for. If Ethan married me, he wouldn't have to worry about money - he would just continue to live his normal lifestyle! But he still chose Theresa over me! Theresa can't give him anything! I can, because I have the money. But when I think about it, Ethan chose Theresa before he lost his name - so I am not quite sure. I can't believe he chose to marry that Fajita over me, Gwen Hotchkiss! Even his "family" wanted him to marry me. I just don't understand...

March 5th, 2001:
I really hope Mother’s plan works—Ethan has decided to marry Theresa right away! This means that we’d better act fast, before it’s too late! But even so, sometimes I think that my mother cares more about becoming Mrs. Julian Crane, than my being with Ethan. I still haven’t gotten Ethan, and my mother is already engaged to that vulgar Julian Crane! At least I won’t have to wait too long, since Theresa and Ethan are going to have their wedding as soon as possible. And if Theresa ends up being Ethan’s wife—I’ll kill her with my bare hands—and this time she’ll die! Well maybe not die… maybe I’ll have her cleaning restrooms in the bus terminals! I can’t wait until I get the last laugh at Teresita!

March 7th, 2001:
It makes me so sick to be this nice to Theresa—she has been nothing but trouble! I am actually asking to be her maid of honor! Theresa would have to be extremely stupid to accept, since being my maid of honor was how she stole Ethan away from me. I wonder—have I completely lost my mind? It was so sicking! I told her that I had no hard feelings towards her, and that I wanted to be her maid of honor! Well Theresa told me that she had promised Whitney to be her maid of honor, which made me feel so relieved! Mother's plan is pure genious... actually, more like brilliant! I mean, she is such a good liar, pretending she wants to host Ethan and Theresa's wedding—promising that it will be a wedding they won't 'ever forget'...

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