July 1999 - On the plane to Paris!
I am finally on the plane to go to Paris. Paris is just such a wonderful and romantic city! Speaking of romance, there have been so many times where I thought Ethan had come close to proposing, but something always stopped him. I have asked him to mingle with the local crowd, so he can get to see what having a happy family is like. Ethan is one of a kind, and I would not want to lose him. I would do anything he told me to do, and when we get married, I want it to be for love, and not for money, wealth, or jealousy. I believe in honesty and purity. That is why I turned Ethan down earlier; because I feel he was pressured into proposing, instead of speaking through his heart.
July 1999 - Sheridan and me!
I can't believe Sheridan was caught in that dreadful accident. I told her about rejecting Ethan's proposal and she was stunned. We made a deal, that when we find true love and get married, we will be each other's bridesmaids! I really hope Sheridan finds her true love, because she never ever really found true happiness! I wish I could convince her that things are alright... that she won't end up with the same fate as our dear friend Princess Dianna. She is really shaken up about this accident, and keeps saying that she doesnt think she will ever have a chance to find true love.
August 1999 - Back to Harmony!
Oh I can't wait to see Ethan's face when I surprise him! He thinks I am still in Paris! I hope he has been thinking about we discussed earlier, about marriages and family. You know what would be wonderful? If Ethan took me out on a romantic dinner and toyed with me. Kissed me goodnight, and proposed right then and there, before I go into my house! That is such a romantic idea! But it is my turn to surprise him right now. Oh I can't wait to see his face light up with joy and excitement, knowing that his little sweetie Gwennie is back! We will make love all day, and whisper sweet things in each other's ears! This is definitely one of the happiest days of my life... knowing that Ethan loves me and only me!
August 1999 - My dreams shattered!
I am so hurt! I was going to surprise Ethan with my arrival in Harmony, but when I saw him he was asleep in the sauan. I blew into his ear softly, but he just smiled and whispered 'Theresa'! I was so angry, I took the pitcher of hot water, and threw it all over his head. He got up angrily and confused! I demanded to know who Theresa was, and he told me the only one he knows of is Pilar's mousy little daughter. I guess I can forgive him, but my day just turned from delight to anger.
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